Not dead...

...Just dead tired.

Thanks to everyone who has commented on my last few posts, I try to get back to you, I just don't seem to have the time at the moment. I read all the blogs I follow though I may not comment, so don't thionk I have abandoned any one.

I have been working so much lately, what with it being the spring carnival. Sometimes I really wonder why I keep on going with my job. Why can't I find a nice 9 to 5, monday to friday. Damnit I want my weekends back!! To make matters worse, we are now three staff down, and the night crew is getting punished for this, as they were the fillers that keep us from working so much.

Tuesday (Melbourne Cup Day) was interesting, though my fucking horse that held it's own, 2nd place, right up till the last 400m, didn't even place!! Ultra gutting! I had $2/$3 on it, so was keen for it to atleast place. Still all in all a good day, even with everyone, who doesn't have a punt any other day, calling in for tips. Once spring carnival is over I should have more time, and I am taking some leave..., YAY!

Something has changed, and I don't know what. I have started to become a lot happier, I am even not yelling at my phone as much as I used to.., WTF??? I am still losing weight like it is going out of fashion, and am even running up and down four flights of stairs four times a day for my nicotine fix. I would have never have dreamed of doing that a month ago.

Why am I so happy lately?

No I have not gotten laid! Mores the pitty...