So..., been a long time huh? Well i'm fine..., how are you?
Pleasantries and platitudes..., aren't they wonderful? All in all though I have been pretty much ok over the last week. My three day weekend was pretty good, did nothing other than write, but was pretty good all the same. When I got back to work on Tuesday, I discovered that the written warning I thought they were going to try and give me, had been reduced to a verbal. Seems the team leader had a conversation with the HR dept, and they must have told her to pull her head in. Honestly I like the woman but she isn't the sharpest tool in the shed..., she completely forgot about disciplinary procedure. Oh well my gain I guess.
Man I am getting really lazy with this whole ting. I mean I want to continue, and I really enjoy the company of you guys, even if it is just virtual. But I am just so tired lately, I can barely even think of jerking off when I get home. Maybe there is something actually wrong with me? Doubt it, but it would be a good excuse.
I guess I should explain the last post a bit. You guys were kinda half right and half wrong. What I was getting at, was that I'm feeling really isolated right now. I am stuck in this work, sleep, wake, try and wank, work, sleep..., perpetual cycle. The only thing keeping me going for a while there was the comments I was getting, both here and over at the story site. I mean I know it sounds bad, and yes I would like some cheese with my whine, but lately the comments seemed to have dried up. And to be honest, I am feeling a little like more and more every day I am alone.
It's probably just my head trying to fuck me up, but I can't discount it if you know what I mean. Maybe if I posted more...? Maybe I should just go back to enjoying my own company..., ah the Quantum of Solace.
11 hours ago
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Hey Octavius.
Don't get down... Blog Land seems to go through phases like that - and bloggers too - periods where you just don't feel like being involved, and it seems like no one else does either. I'm feeling some of the same things right now.
Hang in there, buddy.
*hugs*
I know what you mean about comments. My last post? Didn't get a single solitary comment! But, whatever.
You my dear are in a rut! And you need to get up out of it quickly! Plan something after work, and then no matter how tired you are, go and do it anyway. It's easier to plan with a friend, cause you wont want to let them down, and you will follow thru. Get out of your house, and get back into the world at large.
You will find that you are not as tired as you thought you were. Your mind is exhausted from your boring job, and the fact that you dont feed it enough new material.
Kill your rut, and find your happiness!
here's a comment.
:-)
more fun chatting with you tho
don't let it get you down Octavius. Everybody has periods in their life where things just seem pointless. Hang in there and you'll see that it might pass quickly. Patience...
:-)
Octavius!
Don't you dare even consider quitting your blog!!
I'll come down to New Zealand and hunt you down if you do!
-Dean
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